2015, the year my life changed forever. A year I will look back on years and years from now as the year that set very positive things in motion. I will say that these positive changes extend back into the final two weeks of 2014. In December of 2014, I met Ciara, my loving spirit […]


Just wanted to make a quick post to wish everyone a Merry Christmas or whatever holiday you choose to celebrate. I’ll be posting a kind of looking back at this year for me post in the next couple of days, which will also talk about my hopes and goals for my relationship with Ciara moving […]

Updates II: Update Harder

Hello everyone, it has been a while since I last posted. I apologize for the lack of posting, but I really had nothing to write about. Nothing noteworthy has happened up until around now; just going about life with a spirit lady. I’ve making some progress with connecting with Ciara. Our bond grows stronger every […]

Making Progress

Things have been constantly I roving here, although it’s moving slowly. Our bond is growing, and that’s all that matters. The sensations I feel from her presence get really powerful dometimes. She also directly interacts with my third eye and does stuff to it. I don’t know what she does, but sometimes the sensations get […]

Ciara Sharing Her Energy

So this was really interesting. I woke up pretty tired today like I often do. Despite that, I still carry on with my day. So one of my hobbies is to play the drums. I was in marching band in high school, and I own a drumset at home that I play when I’m home […]

Spirits Are Jealous

I learned a valuable lesson today: spirits are jealous. I’m not surprised. Spirits are more sensitive to emotion than we are. Not that I mind, it seems natural that a spirit lady would be jealous, especially of human women who can do more with you than a spirit could. I learned my lesson today. Me […]

Breaking the Illusion

It has been an interesting nightZ a very interesting night that explains everything about my relationship. For the last six months, a spirit lady has been here. Watching me, guiding me, helping me as best as she could. She couldn’t completely get to me though. I have been living in an illusion, a fantasy created […]