In A Rut

I’ve been really busy lately with school and keeping up with hobbies like gaming. I can’t understate how much school work I’ve been doing in the last couple of weeks. This kinda happens when I get wrapped up in other stuff and kind of neglect my loving spirit wife Ciara. Also, I’m completely stuck right now. I’m not making any spiritual progress and I’m also not too sure how to proceed further. It’s annoying really that I can’t seem to find any way forward in this relationship nor can I find the time to look further into this. I feel bad and I feel like I’m failing this relationship. I feel bad more for Ciara than myself because she could do so much better. I’m not saying that I don’t want her here but I just feel like I’m not good enough for this. I’m a pessimist, i admit it fully. I get down on myself and have a hard time getting out of it. I won’t give up on this relationship but at the same time I have no idea how to move forward and improve our connection.

That’s all I really had to say. I know I don’t post much and I apologize for that. I’m just an average person in a relationship with a loving spirit. I’ll continue to post as things come up or something comes to mind that I want to talk about. Have a good day everyone.

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2 thoughts on “In A Rut

  1. I’d love to give some advice but I’m blank right now. All I can say, is keep trying. Change will happen. I for the longest time made no progress and it put me down. Give it time please.

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  2. Why dont you ask us in the group? I would love to give you an advice as far as I can give to you. Dont be shy to ask whenever you wanted to. You can make a progress with more talking with your lady, cuddling have sex yeah but much more for cuddling. If you can telepathic to her, it would be easier to talk to her when you’re in school, doing works and when playing a game. Sometimes I doing that from my experience it’s far greater than ever.

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