The Pendulum

So I order a pendulum to have a way to talk to Ciara and it came in yesterday. So I sat down and talked to her for a but. I asked if I could post the questions and answers and she said yes, so I have Ciara’s permission to post this. I held the pendulum […]

In A Rut

I’ve been really busy lately with school and keeping up with hobbies like gaming. I can’t understate how much school work I’ve been doing in the last couple of weeks. This kinda happens when I get wrapped up in other stuff and kind of neglect my loving spirit wife Ciara. Also, I’m completely stuck right […]

Thoughts On Christianity

.I’d like to share my thoughts on religion and mostly focusing on Christianity. Now I haven’t been a part of that religion since I was a child, and I’ve followed the pagan religion for several years now. The only real experience I have with it is from witnessing others. I find that the ideas that […]

Some Thoughts

Just some things I’d like to share that I think about constantly. For one. I always think of how many know of this relationship. None of my close friends or family know of my spirit wife. Everyone else in my family are devoted Christians, and I’m the one who chose to follow a different path. […]

New Look

Just a quick update. Fiddled around with the themes and other custom stuff you can do for your blog page for the first time. If you go to my main page, you’ll see the changes. Hope everyone likes it.  Have a nice day everyone. 

Valentines Update 

So, I vaguely remember saying I would try to post more often. Well yeah I’ll…. Yeah lol. I’ve been beet busy between work and school, and it makes me very sad when I don’t spend time with Ciara. I feel like some days I neglect her and don’t notice her. But yet she stays with […]


2015, the year my life changed forever. A year I will look back on years and years from now as the year that set very positive things in motion. I will say that these positive changes extend back into the final two weeks of 2014. In December of 2014, I met Ciara, my loving spirit […]


Just wanted to make a quick post to wish everyone a Merry Christmas or whatever holiday you choose to celebrate. I’ll be posting a kind of looking back at this year for me post in the next couple of days, which will also talk about my hopes and goals for my relationship with Ciara moving […]

Updates II: Update Harder

Hello everyone, it has been a while since I last posted. I apologize for the lack of posting, but I really had nothing to write about. Nothing noteworthy has happened up until around now; just going about life with a spirit lady. I’ve making some progress with connecting with Ciara. Our bond grows stronger every […]